Wondering's...

Just sitting here and look over all my blogs etc, seems i never actually are a ..well blogger person I guess.
Most blogs I make seems to be picture related , either clothing I make or paintings i like or make..

Today i have been sitting, pondering about my life, and what one should, could and have to do.
I have seen how extremely i could be loved this past years, and how fast i become forgotten. A bit hard to take that in, but one have to. I'm not bitter or anything, actually made me believe there is something called love out there..i just don't have the last little thing that make them stay :)

I'm glad my ex found new love, even thou it was a little painful, but that's life, what don't kill you makes you think... I do think alot thou.

I started my own company take a looksi, went to art class to see if that something I would love to do, and yes.. but not at this time.
While painting I was thinking about my sewing, and while sewing i was thinking about my painting..the Sewing won in the end. Art school later, now make my firm actually to make money...

Still, I try to think about how I might meet another man in my life..and I'm blanc... Dating services..err... tried that..and for some reason i get contacted by people my fathers age and people that just want to have "fun"...READ THE INFO I WRITE "#¤¤#

I also miss living in Denmark alot...My own home country isn't my favourite place to be, mostly because I don't have the cash to live here :) But my sweet soon to teenagers loves it here, well I guess ill move away when she moves out or something :)
..But then again, i have a mother who is dying of cancer and a father that feels that hes alone.
I love them both so i guess ill be staying here in Norway for some years still.

I'm soon to be 38, and I've never been married, my longest love affair lasted 3 years, partly because we was not in the same country so he didn't get all my flaws until late ;)I have a daughter I love to bits and family that loves me for who I am..at times. Have my own firm, and hopefully i get a part time job as well.
So all in all, not to bad, ohh yeah and a really cute cat :)

Her Name is Anette :)

Still have a lot of good things in life, but i hope my daughter only experience half what I have :)

Good Night for now, maybe i have a blogger in me after all.